Hence to my graduation I went to Thailand, with my parents, and in general I love it. It is nice and warm all day and night, the people here are warm and welcoming - but...
Even though everything is great I feel like I am missing something. Here are all kinds of temptations, adventures, tours and everything, but all that is kind of vanishing hence to the lack of social activities with a person who ican enjoy these things with me. In this vacation I sometimes feel like I movef back into my parents house. They don't want to control me, but you know how it is with parents, they try to set rules and are worried. I just don't feel like playing cards in the room, going to bed early because I might risk the included breakfast etc. I feel caged even though I have all kinds of liberties. I miss someone to take with me on adventures like this, and because my girlfriend just had visited me in Europe for a short time ago, She could unfortunately not go with me. I think with her on my side here in Patong everything would have been perfect. I don't want to ruin the vacation for anyone, but my temper is growing on me and it feds me up to share a single room with my parents. I love them, but going from seeing them twice a month to be around them 24/7 is a bit harsh I must admit.
I miss my girlfriend, that's about it - or maybe a good friend who could have shared this experience/adventure with me.
What to do, what to do. I just feel weird, a bit ungrateful towards my parents.
tirsdag den 21. februar 2012
lørdag den 18. februar 2012
The adventure to Thailand, part 1
As a celebration of my graduation as a Bachelor in International sales and Marketing Management my parents gave me a gift: a three weeks trip to Phuket Thailand. As you maybe can imagine it was a great gift and I am enjoying it really much. Though there has been a problem with the room and in fact still have I must say that Thailand is a great place with so many nice and wonderful people.
What problems with the room you ask? I am 29 and maybe it is a little childish, but we were promised a family room, whixh in most cases is a two room apartment/room. Here however it is a standard room with two beds in it, and even though I am here with my parents there is an emerging need for privacy on my behalf. Though we will resolve the problem tomorrow and changimg to two single rooms I feel a little guilty, as the rooms comes with an extra charge my parents wants to pay, but they paid so much already. I just found out that my mood swings, especially in the mornings when I eake up abruptely because of noice in the room. I feel and probably am a spoiled "child" because of my reaction. I just feel that this space is too limited.
Thailand is great, and once again I felt the same like in Chile; I wish I would be living here. I am just so sick and tired of my life in the known and predicable surroundings that both Denmark and Germany have provided me. I guess many others feel the same way. Seeking adventure and starting a new life somewhere else. Because of my multinational background I feel tired of both worlds, but still don't want to miss it completely. I have a big appetite for adventure and other cultures, and if I would get the chance to get a work abroad - I would definately ending with accepting it. At least for some years. As I am newly hatched from school however, it is not easy to find a work, at home or abroad. The dream just won't die in me and I hope that I can live out that dream one day.
Did you never have this kind of dream?
What problems with the room you ask? I am 29 and maybe it is a little childish, but we were promised a family room, whixh in most cases is a two room apartment/room. Here however it is a standard room with two beds in it, and even though I am here with my parents there is an emerging need for privacy on my behalf. Though we will resolve the problem tomorrow and changimg to two single rooms I feel a little guilty, as the rooms comes with an extra charge my parents wants to pay, but they paid so much already. I just found out that my mood swings, especially in the mornings when I eake up abruptely because of noice in the room. I feel and probably am a spoiled "child" because of my reaction. I just feel that this space is too limited.
Thailand is great, and once again I felt the same like in Chile; I wish I would be living here. I am just so sick and tired of my life in the known and predicable surroundings that both Denmark and Germany have provided me. I guess many others feel the same way. Seeking adventure and starting a new life somewhere else. Because of my multinational background I feel tired of both worlds, but still don't want to miss it completely. I have a big appetite for adventure and other cultures, and if I would get the chance to get a work abroad - I would definately ending with accepting it. At least for some years. As I am newly hatched from school however, it is not easy to find a work, at home or abroad. The dream just won't die in me and I hope that I can live out that dream one day.
Did you never have this kind of dream?
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